Listen to the falling.

Is there a meaning in continuing the writing of a blog that  no one seems to be reading?

I guess for those of us who believe that the tree actually felt  in the forest, even though  there was not even a soul there to listen to it,hearing the falling yes there is a meaning.  

   Many things have been to the back of my head  since the previous post.

Lot's of stuff about how do I like the new me.

I wouldn't know now since every time there is a situation reminding me to take a little look on the inside I choose to whistle like "it wasn't me" .I watch a movie,play pictionary anything, anything but endoscopy;anything but looking for the pieces.

But you know what?I recently understood that, we may live our lives forward but we understand them backwards.

So we act based on our instincts, ask the heart what to choose, and  then a while later things that used to seam meaningless and small get enlightened with purpose.Because sometimes you just have to let the subconscious take a lead.

And this is how I cope with life the past few days,if I don't feel like doing something even though it's my only opportunity I simply don't.And I  keep hoping that when the time comes and I can finally take a look at the bigger picture the decision would prove to be right.